why russia

i am not sure if i should really write about this.
but of course i have asked myself that question before.
many times.
so have others.
it is not always bad here. there are things i really like about living in russia.
but...
the real reason was my job. of course. what else. i don't think anything else would have made me move here.
so now i have been here for a little over two and a half years. which seems like a long time at times.
i am russified.
the worst is, when i am outside of russia, i do miss it. sometimes. some things about it at least.
like, life can be very exciting here. but also very exhausting and tiring and stressful.
after some time, you become like me.
crazy in russia.
and that's when you start your own blog...